remember how the coffee made us shake on those long drives

my atl pictures

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Fri, 14 Nov 2008 07:08:02 GMT

im too lazy to edit my entry xP
so here they arrrrrrrreee.

(: <3

sellout tour

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Tue, 11 Nov 2008 07:33:51 GMT

so i had a blasty blast today.

ALL of today was freaking sweet. i got to hang out with my best friend megan allll day <3. she came and got me from my aunt's house and we went to 2 malls and all we ended up buying was a wallet and a calendar. lmfao.
oh and we found out that you have to buy a $30 shirt for the twilight signing. -_- screw that. so im not going to that tmrw. we also decided that we need to save up all of our money and have a shopping spree at urban outfitters. fuq yeah, im down.
later that day i found out drew couldn't go to the show since he had an application and essay due tmrw. -_- poor boy. ): but we're hanging out next weekend. plus!

OKOKOK best part: the compromising of integrity, morality and principles in exchange for money tour. \o/ srsly one of the best shows ive been to. i found out that vinny vegas is actually a lot cuter in person. lmfao, not even joking. AND OMG SO IS FLYZIK.
ok so before, i was supposed to get to the venue at 4 so i could promote for fearless. yeah, that totally didn't happen. my aunt got caught up at work and didn't get home until 5 so we got to the venue at like 545. causing me to stress all night. so w/e about the promoting. but we got there and doors were already open so i went and asked vinny about m&g's and then i went onto the floor, got an every avenue shirt and saw every avenue. i love them. theyre so amazing and im glad i got to see them. they played my favorite songs. :D alksdjfosaijflksdjfsdf i love them.

so then right after them i went out to meet flyzik for the m&g. OH YEAH OMG I FORGOT: when me and my aunt went up before the show started, i asked vinny for my wristband since only i got m&g and he's like "does she want one too?" about my aunt. and so he gave us a free m&g wristband. love him. okokok so we were standing there and flyzik comes up and he's like "is this all who's going?" it was srsly like 15 kids. so cool. and he stood by me and my aunt and he's like "omg colorado is so cold. i feel like a model, with my scarf. even though i don't look like a model". and i told him that he still looked good in it and he appreciated that. (: then he told us the m&g was going to be outside by the buses hahaha. in the cold. alksdfjosiefjsd. then he led us outside and i was all right next to him and we were talking. he told us that they've done m&g's in sketchier places. lmfao. we're ~bffs~ now. IM JUST KIDDING OMG.
then atl came out. it wasn't awkward at all, im so glad. it was just a chill thing. of course they all complained of how cold it was. pansies. -_- hahaha. i met zack first. he was rly niiiice. :D and we asked him why he was in shorts and he was like "well i was working out! in the bus!" "why didn't you change though?" "because you'd all yell at me!" lol i told him i wouldn't. but he said everyone else would. so i got a picture and my cd thing signed. yay. then i meandered over to alex. omg he's so sweet. right when i walked up to him he pulled me into a freaking hug and he was like "thanks for coming out!" and omg. (': we talked a bit. then i got my cd booklet signed and i was like "do you mind if we take two pictures? one for me and then one with this sign for my friend" and he was like "no of course not! it's fine!" so we got our pictures and he's so cute. i just love him. then i saw rian was kind of by himself so we went over to him. lol he's so shy it's funny. i got my picture and booklet signed and we talked for a bit. then i went and found jack. HE HAD ON THE SWEETEST NIKES. omg. and lmfao the girl before me called him alex. roflrofl. "wait... but im jack" "oh i meant jack..." and he's like "that's alex!" and pointed at alex and alex looks over and he's like yelling "yeah im the better looking one!" and idk what jack says and alex responded with "jack has the big nose and small penis!" and jack said "girls like the big nose" rofl. so i asked him if i could get two pictures, one for me and one for my sister's sign. and he was all nice about it also. i got my pic and booklet signed and then he made this cute little face for my sister's sign picture and then he signed it with ♥ you. (': so then we talked a bit more and we just hung out. then i met david from every avenue because he came out. so i got a picture with him. then i got a picture with flyzik b/c he's just so cool~
so after we froze, we went back inside for the rest of the maine's set. i had never seen them live and i don't listen to their music as much but they were rly good live. i liked them. oh i had a great spot too, for being pretty much in the back. i got some great videos.
next was mayday parade, with their awesome entrance. i just love them. alksdfjoweifj. this was my second time seeing them. and theyre all so classy! i LOVE the way they were dressed. omg. they played 3 of my favorite songs by them so i was happy. :D derek is just so cute. i love them all.
then, drumroll please, all time lowww. of course they had the most amazing entrance. so much energy and laughs and klasdjfoasjfsd awesomeness during their set. i got some of the foily streamers that shot out. (: they were all excited that CO was sold out... it was their first time playing a sold out show in CO. lol alex told me at the m&g. so they loved the crowd. they played the girl's a straight up hustler and i was so so freaking happy i almost cried. lmfao. even though i knew they would since i lurk lj and whatnot. and they played shameless and i almost freaking died. laksdjfosijfl;sdkf. and coffee shop soundtrack. IM SO EXCITED FOR THEIR NEW ALBUM OMG. i LOVE the new song so much. i got a video of it. (': actually, all i took was videos tonight. no need to waste our time on pictures. lmao. they had a great set. amazing blowout. my throat hurts from singing and screaming. my ears are still ringing. my legs hurt. im so happy.
oh i bought a sweet shirt at the end. it has like the silhouettes from their cd. it's cute. and i got the undies i rly freaking wanted!!! i didn't see them at the beginning and i was upset. but not no more. ;D

so yeah. great freaking night. g'night.

kajsfojasdkfjsdl;fk

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 21:28:32 GMT

im missing mayday parade/every avenue/the maine's signing since ill be on the train to denver while theyre at the apple store D:
but, im going to meet two hotties from twilight the day after atl lolol :D
and i get to hang out with cara that day! after i haven't seen her in forever! <3

wow, next week will be freakin ~epic~

:D

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 05:43:42 GMT

im seeing my other bbs (ATL) in a week exactly!
i just bought my train tickets today... im so stoked to ride the train to denver. oh there's a ~downside though... it's almost 3 hours longer than in a car. D:
oh well.
BUT IM WAY STOKED. ESP TO SEE THEM WIF MY BFF DREWBY.
and im getting the undies and pillowcase for sure :D
lmfao. im so ~lame~

i had other stuff to say... but all of a sudden i forgot |:
GO READ MY FIC. (: it's my first so please tell me what you think (:

ficcc

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Mon, 03 Nov 2008 04:59:59 GMT

it's a little long (:

Bill's handwriting! I suddenly thought. I knew I recognized it. But what did he mean? And how would he know I'd be going out tonight? Was he a fucking psychic and I never had a clue?! Fuck! This was all too confusing. My brain couldn't handle it. I kneeled on the floor and brought my hands to my head; it started hurting. Fucking William... why did this have to happen now and why couldn't he explain before? Tears started forming again.

I ran to my bedroom and jumped into my bed, completely covering myself in blankets. I started sobbing. Why couldn't I be 10 years old again? Living with my parents, hanging out with Gabe and not worrying about a thing. Life sucks... I thought as I drifted off.

A couple hours later I suddenly woke up. Fuck, it wasn't a dream. Or in this case, a nightmare. I sat up and saw that I had a text message.

"Victoria and the guys wanna know if youre up for a little distraction for a while" it said. I sighed. Why the hell not. Nothing was going to make this day disappear and bring William back. "Sure, you guys should come pick me up" I replied.

I went into the kitchen and made myself a cup of coffee. Strong and black, perfect for these stressful times. Twenty minutes later I heard a knock on my door.

I smiled when I saw Nate, Ryland, Alex and Victoria standing there with Gabe. It was a sad day but I loved seeing my friends. They all smiled widely and hugged me. "Shit, why are you so cold?!" I asked Nate after he let me go.

He blushed slightly but smiled. In fact, they were all really cold. Weird. It wasn't that cold outside...

"So ready to go?" asked Gabe. "We know you're grieving right now but a little distraction won't hurt. It's not good to get all caught up in it. You're probably in the denial stage right now anyways."

I gave him an incredulous look. What the fuck was wrong with him lately? Was he not grieving himself. He didn't seem to notice.

"Yeah, I can go out for a bit." 'Don't go with him...' William's words rang through my head. I tried to ignore them. Who was he talking about?! I was still so lost.

We went outside and Gabe hugged me, rubbing my arm. Maybe he had his own way of grieving. We ended up at some random club, not the usual. Well that's weird. Why aren't we at Angels and Kings like every other fucking time? I asked myself.

They ended up having a great time. Just drinking and having fun. I couldn't stop thinking about William so I only had a few drinks. A little bit later I got to thinking more about him, even after I was having more fun.

Didn't the news say something paranormal happened? What did that even mean? Shit, I should've kept watching the news. And why didn't he tell me who?! And why didn't he tell me in person? How did he know? So many things just weren't adding up.

I found Alex sitting at a chair so I joined him. "Hey, Alex... can I talk to you for a bit?"

"Sure! What about?" he asked.

I breathed in and out slowly. "Umm, about Bill."

His smile disappeared. "What about Bill?"

"Well... this morning I found a note by my door and it said 'don't go with him'. It wasn't signed but then I recognized his handwriting. I have no idea what he meant. How would he know who I was going with tonight? And then on the news it said that his death was paranormal. What do you think happened?"

"I have no idea, Lizi. I don't know... I think it's best that we don't worry about it... it'll just make things more difficult," he said. He looked stern.

I gave him a puzzled look. "What? Fuckin' why, Alex? I need fucking answers! I can't leave this like this! What the fuck is your problem?! You and Gabe! You're both acting like nothing bad happened! Ugh!" I got up and started walking away.

Alex caught up to me and grabbed my elbow. "No need to cause a scene. I'm just stating my opinion." He glared at me.

What the fuck was wrong with him?! He was never like this to me. "Well fine. I'm leaving."

"To where, Elizabeth? You can't just leave. With the state you're in... who knows what could happen."

I gave him a dirty look. "Let go, Alex. It doesn't fucking matter where I go."

"Yes, it does. Do you want me to call Gabe over here?"

"I. Don't. Fucking. Care." I pronounced each word slowly, seething with anger. "Let. Me. The. Fuck. Go."

He took his arm away. "Fine. But you don't know what's coming at you next." He bared his teeth and for a second I thought I saw fangs. What the fuck, Lizi.

"I don't know what the fuck you're talking about. All I know is that I'm leaving. Fuck off." I stalked out of the club, enraged. The world had gone to fucking hell or something over night. Everything was wrong.

I started walking to the left and clearly saw it was a wrong choice. I didn't know where the fuck I was. Why didn't I pay attention when we came here?! Shit! I kept walking until I realized I walked straight into an alley. Dammit.

"You shouldn't have done that, Elizabeth," I heard a woman say. I whirled around and saw Victoria in front of me.

"Victoria! What are you doing? Following me?"

"I'm so sorry. We all are. But we have to do this."

I gave her a confused look. "We?" Then I saw Ryland and Nate step out of the shadows. They all looked serious. They actually looked like they wanted to kill.

"I'm so sorry," I saw Ryland mouth. The moonlight caught on their mouths and I saw fangs. What?! Either my imagination is fucking nuts or they have fangs...

They started coming towards me and I opened my mouth to scream but I felt a hand over my mouth. "I told you it mattered," I heard Alex whisper.

I started crying and felt my world go dark.

To be continued, again...

fan ficccc

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 05:36:16 GMT

hai guys, im doing a fan fic b/c i read teardrop_echos's fic about gabe and i thought of a cool idea. it's my first one soo... yeah, don't be too harsh ;)

Title: I Don't Even Know You Anymore
Rating: R for language

"Teeeeeeee-Monaaayyyyy," I heard his voice ring from the front door.

"I'm in my room!" I yelled out. I picked myself up off the floor, excitedly. He bounced in, all smiles and ran to me.

"Hi, best friend!" he said as he hugged me tightly, lifting me off the ground.

"Gabriel! I fucking missed you!" I wrapped my arms around his neck, happy to see him again. "Where is everyone else?"

"They were way too fuckin' tired from the flight so they went home to sleep. But they can all hang out tomorrow!" he yelled out.

I gave him a weird look. He wasn't usually this peppy. Especially not after a long flight. I wondered if he was on drugs...

"Elizabeth!"

I snapped back to reality. "What?!"

"I asked if you wanted to go out tomorrow with us?" He stared at me.

"Uhm, yeah for sure."

"Okay cool. Well I'm gonna go home now because I'm fuckin' tired and I need my sleep, kay, girl?"

I smiled at him. "Mmkay, sounds good. I need to sleep also."

He half smiled back and came in for a hug. "I missed you, Liz."

"I missed you too, Gabe," I spoke into his hoodie.

He waved goodbye and walked out. Then I got to thinking. What the hell is wrong with that boy today? He was not himself. But it couldn't be drugs... whatever, it's probably nothing and here I am worrying. I perked myself up by thinking of seeing Nate, Alex, Ryland and Victoria tomorrow. I finished putting away shit and went to bed.

The next morning I rolled myself out of bed, exhausted. I went into the kitchen and poured myself a glass of orange juice. I looked around; something didn't feel right. Wow, Lizi, you're losing it. I was about to walk to the living room when a little, bright orange piece of paper in front of my door caught my eye.

"whatever you do elizabeth, dont go with him. please im begging you!!!! ill explain everything when i see you again......" the messy handwriting read. What the hell? I thought to myself. The writing looks vaguely familiar... I just can't figure out whose it is... Who the fuck wrote that and who don't they want me going with? My head started spinning. This had never happened to me before.

I went over to the couch and sat down abrubtly, turning on the television. The news was on. I stared hard at the screen. Another accident? All of a sudden a name in the jumbled mess of words caught my attention. "William Beckett." I felt everything go cold. Oh please, please no. I sat up more and scooted up until I was practically falling off the couch.

"...they've identified the body. It appears as though something paranormal has happened here. No one knows what to make of it," the tv news woman said. "William, the driver and only person in the car..."

Her voice zoned out and my body went numb. I was in absolute shock. I fell forward, dropping the remote. My mouth open and my eyes wide, I yelled out "Nooooo!!!! How could this fucking happen?!" I burst into tears. Sobbing uncontrollably I pulled myself back on the couch and dug my face into a cushion.

I didn't hear the door open but I felt his cold hands on me. "Lizi, I just saw the news also," Gabe said and I buried myself into his chest.

"Why, Gabe, why?! Why did it have to fucking happen to William?" came my muffled cries.

I could feel him rubbing my back. "I don't know, Lizi... I simply don't know."

I looked up at him. He must be in shock; he wasn't crying. One of his best friends had just died in a wreck and he wasn't even shedding a single tear. I saw a flash of cold go through his eyes. "Do the others know?" I asked through my tears.

"Yes. Victoria called me and told me to turn on the news... she's told everyone else by now.

I tried wiping my face. "Is it okay if you leave me alone for a little bit? I can't handle this..."

He nodded. "I'll come back later. We'll go somewhere else so we can comfort you. Maybe with everyone else." He hugged me tightly. "I love you, Lizi."

I cried more. "I love you too, Gabe."

He left and I got up to go to my room, my eye catching the note on the table. I froze in my steps. William's handwriting! My eyes widened...

To be continued...

WHY?!

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Wed, 29 Oct 2008 17:49:52 GMT

WHY CAN'T I HAVE FUSE?!?!?! I WANT TO WATCH REDEMPTION SONG SO BAD OMGGGG.
idc what you all say... i think elisa (is that how you spell it?) is so pretty omg. i think her and victoria are both their own pretty but i can't judge at saying 'yeah i like victoria on keytar better' since i never saw a show with elisa.
BESIDES THE POINT. i wanna see it so bad! |:< I HATE YOU DISH NETWORK THAT DOESN'T GIVE US FUSE. FUQ U. also i feel bad for her for being all psycho and whatnot.
AND I NEVER KNEW HER AND GABE ACTUALLY HAD A RELATIONSHIP! unless she's lying. w/e w/e w/e

/rant

sassybackkkk

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Wed, 22 Oct 2008 06:42:41 GMT

ok so last night i went to sassyback. it was... amazing. omg. i miss it so much. well.. technically it was two nights ago ;) but w/e w/e

okay, so i was worrying and stuff b/c i thought that we weren't going to make it in time since my aunt had to come pick us up THE DAY OF. omg horrible.
so she picks us up and we're right on time so im happy about that. we get to the venue around 3 hours later and i go up and ask some girls where the m&g line is and they're like "it's not here yet".
we, being me, brother, sister, her two friends, and my aunt, leave to go get a hotel room and im freaking out that we'll get there after 5 and we need to be there at 5 for m&g. we made it like 5 mins before.
okokok but this is good: we find mattbro and it's just the five of us since my aunt was parking the car and i told him my name and he's like "ok here's 5 wristbands." "no, we're 6, we need 6" "but here it says 5 so you get 5" "but im guest-listed so we get those 5 for them plus one of mine" and he's like "well im not in charge of that at all so you only get 5" and im freaking out and arguing and then finally he's like "oh ok wait you're on this list 3 extra times i found your name. here's your wristband"
sweet. we put them on and got in line for a few more mins until we got called up to the front and went inside for the m&g. i was so stoked to see all of them again and to finally meet gabe.
suarez came out first and omg he's so sweet and nice and i just love him. then was nate and he's adorable and aliksjfoiwesjfs lol. then we saw victoria and wow she's just gorgeous and intimidating. i mean, i met her at warped but idk why this was so different. then we saw ryland and he's rly funny and tall and yada yada yada i just love them all. yeah, gabe didn't come out so i almost cried since i thought he hated CO since he didn't come out at warped either. my heart was pm broken.
so they let us in early and i got barricade right in front of where suarez would be.
nate from sing it loud came out and he was nice and took a picture with me and sold me his cd for $5. then people came in and the show started almost.
sing it loud was rly good. i love them. they played the songs i liked most so i was excited about that. omg one of the guitarists, i think his name is like keiran or something? but he was so cute and right in front of me. haha. so they were rly good.
then was hit the lights. they were good, but not my favorite. but it's not like i hated them or anything. they did play one of my favorite song's by them but not the other one. they were still a good performance to watch.
omg ftsk next. their crowd was insane. i swear, one of the girls behind me was humping me the whole time. i was getting pushed a lot but it didn't hurt so im glad. (: jcook sang to me haha it was great. they were a rly great performance. im sad i missed them at warped but happy i got to see them at sassyback. im so so glad that they played men in black b/c i just love that song. it's my most favorite by them omg haha even though it's not one of their actual songs, just a cover. i liked them a lot.
finally, drum roolllll, cobra came out. i just love them so much. they always bring the party it's so great. they have one of the most amazing performances i've ever seen. so energetic and gabe doing his sexy dance OMG AMAZING. i loved his little dance with victoria during diamond girl. it was so qt (': he had eye contact with me a few times and once he made this like shocked face at me or w/e and he's just so adorable. ryland is hilarious with his pleasure ryland speech. they're all so great. so much dancing and jumping, i was so freaking sweaty but i didn't care. oh and im glad the crowd calmed down during them. haha. i rly wanted them to play placer culpable and i kissed a boy but oh well, i knew they wouldn't. and omg gabe looked so amazing in his jacket and hat and converse when they came back out for the encore lol. my sister caught suarez's pick and my brother got his water. like, suarez just gave it straight to my brother pm. he's so sweet (':
ok so after the show we went outside to meet them. we were just standing around and then i noticed that caleb from ftsk was out there so we talked to him and got a picture. "ok you took it too far" rofl he's hilarious. then suarez came out and i went and talked to him and i was like "hey i rly loved your performance you guys did great" and he went "thanks! i saw you rockin out in the front row" :DDD so i asked for a hug and he hugged me and omg, like i said, he's so sweet. then we talked to kyle from ftsk. he's such a sweetie also. it was great. when we were done talking to him and just standing there pat brown from sing it loud looked out ftsk's bus window to us and he was like 'sup' so i said it back and just gave him the little head nod thing rofl. it was great. so by then i was heartbroken still and thought gabe wasn't coming out so i asked suarez but he said he was. more hope for me (: victoria came out and stuff it was neat. nate and ry didnt though. after a while my brother was getting impatient so he said he'd give my letters to vicky to give to gabe and he went but she told him that gabe was showering and he'd be out soon so we could hand them to him personally.
so them mattbro is all "if gabe does come out it'll only be for a little b/c of his voice" and i get sad. but i was pretty close to the front of the freakin mob of girls. finally gabe came out with a note saying if he doesn't stfu, his voice will get worse so he can't but he doesn't mean to be a diva lol. it was funny. i waited patiently until he saw me and smiled and said hi, while whispering and i was all nervous and aoiswejfoiwejf and i gave him my letters and he was like :D and "thank you! what's your name?" "karen" "hi karen nice to meet you im gabe" and shook my hand and i laughed and said ik. so then we took a picture and he's so nice and cute and omg. when i was leaving i said "get better!" and he embraced me in a huge hug (':
yeah, the 20th was an amazing day guys (:

wooo

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sat, 18 Oct 2008 04:37:41 GMT

although i didn't get to see my bb boy hazen today, the bears won their homecoming game (:
finallyyyyy. u go joe, ty, james and logan coco~*~*

and drew's home (: il that boy sfm. UGH can't wait three more weeks to see ATL wif muh bb <333

"do that thing like that golden receiver!"
"...golden receiver?"
"omg yeah you know like the puppy?"
"it's retriever!"
"wtf oh! i meant that!"
rofl, i mixed up retriever and receiver xP

EVERYONE DO THIS (:

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sun, 12 Oct 2008 05:01:08 GMT

comment so i can...
1. Tell you why I friended you.
2. Associate you with something - a fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word, etc.
3. Tell you something I like about you.
4. Tell you a memory I have of you.
5. Ask you something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. Tell you my favorite userpic of yours.
7. Post this on your LJ if you want to

Voice Post

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 06:00:20 GMT

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sat, 11 Oct 2008 05:31:26 GMT

i had some sushi for dinner today. it was ~fabulous. (:
my cobra date is in almost 9 days. im stoked as hell. gabby's birthday is in two days. well, one now. u go gabby coco~*~*
my atl date is in... like four weeks and two days. v v stoked for that too. omg. i get to m&g with my two favorite bands. :D :D :D

on the downside, i have to save up a lot of casssssh. /: there's too many shirts i want. oh, and a pillowcase and a pair of undies.
grrrrrrrreat.

brb taking today's picture for my 365 day project.
love you allllll.
be expecting voice posts from both dates. (: <3

Voice Post

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 06:42:07 GMT

1) What's your name?
2) How old are you?
3) Where are you from? Are you living there right now?
4) Is it cold where you are?
5) What's the time?
6) What are you wearing?
7) What was the last thing you listened to?
8) What was the last thing you ate?
9) What was the last thing you watched on tv?
10) What's your favorite tv show? Why?
11) Quick! Find a book, or something with text on it! Flip to a random page and read some of it! GO!
12) What was the last movie you saw? How was it?
13) Do YOU think you have an accent? Talk about that.

lol sux 4 me~

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Wed, 24 Sep 2008 22:19:25 GMT

i already bought my atl tix and i paid $43 for mine since i got m&g... well, now i might get guest-listed for the show and i still can't sell mine since i want m&g and guest-list won't give me m&g. oh wellllll at least one is free. lol.

fuq the world

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Thu, 18 Sep 2008 06:48:20 GMT

keep your stupid effing opinion to yourself.
i don't give a shit if you hate what i like. i DON'T need to hear it. much less from you, idiot.

gah, people nowadays are just plain dumb. forreal, stfu if you're talking to me and all you're going to do is talk trash about things i love. idc! i really don't! just stfu and gtfo. i don't need anyone around me who's going to be stupid like that.
i hate the world.

bucket list

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 18:56:53 GMT

1. visit australia
2. visit japan
3. visit many countries in europe
4. learn to snowboard better
5. make a friend in every place i visit
6. own a ferret
7. ~~meet all of all time low and cobra starship~~
8. meet irl a friend i've made online
9. learn to play guitar, drums and piano
10. pet a zebra
11. get married
12. swim with dolphins
13. go snorkeling
14. change a life
15. visit at least half of the states in the us
16. grow a garden
17. try real (raw!) sushi

more to come!

less than two monthsss

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Fri, 05 Sep 2008 18:16:41 GMT

(:

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sun, 31 Aug 2008 07:44:40 GMT

Tonight was a pretty good night. And day, for that matter.
I cleaned my room some more. I'm a little closer to getting cool stuff for my room from my mom. :D Yay for bookshelves so my cd's and magazines don't have to be scattered all over the place!
I went over to Megan's at around 530 to wait for Ernesto so we could decide on a movie. LMFAO funny story: while she was on the phone with her brother I was in front of her because she was on the couch and I was on her exercise ball. I was jumping up and down really really high and on the 3rd jump the ball rolled out from under me and I slammed onto the ground. LOL I really wish someone had video-taped it. It was hilarious. It really hurt my butt and stomach but if I had been ready for it I'm sure it would've been worse. You know when you're expecting something to hurt, you expect the worst. So yeah.
Then Ernie got to her house so we decided on either College or The House Bunny? We left to Junction (an hour drive) and we ate at Chick-Fil-A and went to see the theaters.
I'm sure Megan and Ernie look over 18 but they still got carded. And I knew for a fact I would get carded since I look about 14/15. It's ridic. |: Haha.

We ended up watching College. ...Baaddd idea on our part. (Well, mine since I chose the movie xD) I mean, go see it if you loved Superbad but would like more boobs and sex. OMG Nick Zano (?) from What I Like About You is GORGEOUS. lmfao. I loved it. And it was really weird hearing Drake Bell and the blonde chubby kid from Hannah Montana drop the F bomb a lot of times. Our little Drakey has grown up. Haha.
ANYWAYS... unless you like really sick movies, go see it. Like, it had some really funny parts in it, like I lol'd irl a few times, it was just too sick. There was this sick lesbian scene I'm not even going to go into.
After the movie we went back to Megan's to let Ernie have his car and we went to McDonald's since their drive-thru is open all night and me and Megan got ice cream. (:

EDIT: I just remembered! There was a guy who sat a few rows up from us who looked like Zack Merrick. :D Well, in the dark and from the side anyways. Haha. <3

So overall, I had a great night.
Whew, that was long. (:

D:

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sat, 23 Aug 2008 02:28:24 GMT

I really really need to stop spending money.
Especially if I plan on going to Australia in the next year. AND since I don't have a secure job right now.
Crap.
I have like no money in da bank, yet I just bought a shirt today. (But it's a really cute Glamour Kills shirt! :D) lol.
Someone help me! Grrrr.

On a side note: I'm so stoked for Cobra Starship and Forever The Sickest Kids on October 20th and then All Time Low, Mayday Parade and Every Avenue on November 10th, even though that one's not a for sure for sure yet. I'll die if it's not. /:

summerrr

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Mon, 04 Aug 2008 05:22:20 GMT

+warped tour
-nasty burn
-friends left early for school
+late night chats
+cobra phone chats
+meeting new people
+shopping!
-megan works too much
-scary stories in a camper that don't let me sleep
+graduation parties
+fireworks
+new music
-babysitting
-drew leaving
+promoting
+nights outside
-mosquitoes
+tubing
-working less... means not enough $$$
+guitar hero
+new sunglasses
+traveling!
+actual new york pizza
+hotels
-packing
+lots and lots of pictures
+times square
-bus rides

I'm feeling very...

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sat, 02 Aug 2008 05:55:27 GMT

nostalgic. ):
One of my best friends left for school today. I'm really going to miss him and his hugs and smell and jokes and stupidness. No more seeing him again every day, laughing at the dumbest things ever. No more smacking each other in class and getting in trouble for it. No more pranks.
It's going to take some time getting used to... but I'll be very sad throughout all of it.
I feel like crying. Right now.
Now instead of a hug and smack to get cheered up, it'll be a phone call or a text.
How sad.

I'm listening to All Time Low and I know how much you love them.
I miss you, Drew.
<3

The Ten Celebrities...

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Tue, 29 Jul 2008 06:04:41 GMT

I would have sex with, no doubt ;D
lol this is fun.

10. Joe Trohman

My favorite member of Fall Out Boy. Joe Troh. This kid is just amazing. I have two friends who look like him and I love it. Haha, for realz. Idk why I always loved him out of the rest of the Fall Out Boys. He just drew me to him. lmao, not really. I just love him. I really do wish he would cut his hair and shave though. I'm not liking his new style. /: lmao

9. Adam Brody

He's hilarious and very cute. He makes geeky boys have sex appeal. I absolutely adored him in The O.C. He was my most favorite and I love the way he talks and dresses. I'll sure miss that show. Oh yeah, I loved how he was in Mr. and Mrs. Smith even for only a few minutes. I can't wait to see what other movies he comes out with. I heart nerds!

8. Jake Gyllenhaal

Aaahh, what's not to love about him. My favorite part about him is when he has the younger 'high school boy' look about him, like in The Day After Tomorrow. I always have loved Jake but once I saw The Day After Tomorrow in theaters, I was hooked. Not to mention, I'm a sucker for dark hair, blue eyed boys. lol, I keep looking up at my wall and seeing my poster of him. -drools- He's just amazing. (:

7. Sebastien Lefebvre

Okay, so I stopped liking Simple Plan a few years ago, but this boy will always have a place in my heart. Again with the blue eyes and dark hair, I just adore him. He's so funny and cute and I love his little accent. I never got to meet him, sadly, but I've always loved him. Second guitar player I'd do! (:

6. Ryan Reynolds

OMG what's not to love about the Ryan Reynolds. He's hilarious, has a great body, and he's just amazing! I loooove his movies. I'm pretty sure I've seen all of them. He's an amazing actor when it comes to comedy, and for more serious roles he's actually good in them also. I absolutely loved him in Blade Trinity because it's supposed to be a serious movie but here he is, with his jokes and quips and randomness. Let's not forget Waiting..., the gross but funny movie. I could go on and on about him. I just love him.

5. Zac Efron

I can say I've been a proud fan since High School Musical and I'm definitely planning on watching HSM3. Lmao, no joke. He's just... idk. I just love him. I even watched that.. Derby movie of his because I'm a big fan. OH and Hairspray! I loved him in it! I'm excited for more movies where he can have more mature roles. Nonetheless, I'm a huge fan. He's also very handsome and has a good body. ;D I have like two HSM folders just so I can stare at his pretty face. (:

4. Nate Novarro

My favorite little boy toy drummer! Omg, I think he's so amazing and it really upsets me when people say he's not dedicated enough, or doesn't wanna be in the band as much or he's just so separated from the rest of the Cobras. He's not. I talked to him on the phone a few days ago and I freaked out. Like, I was seriously shaking and I was so happy to talk to him. I was even more excited when I met him at Warped and I was lucky enough to take a picture with him. He's so talkative and nice and ajsodifjd I just love him. He's adorable.

3. Alex Gaskarth

This guy right here has one of the sexiest voices alive. His Umbrella cover is absolutely amazing. I'll take him over Rihanna any day! lol. I was pretty upset when ATL didn't come to CO for Warped, but I got over it. Hopefully I'll get to see them in the fall. I just love him. He's so cute and funny and like I said, I love his voice. And it's amazing that he's so young. I'll see you soon bb <3

2. David Beckham

First off, he's gorgeous. Second, he's a soccer player. Soccer is like one of my favorite sports. And his british accent! OMG. lolol. I usually don't have things for athletes, but he is definitely the exception. I really wish LA Galaxy would come to CO for a game and I could go. It'd be the best! aosidfjdlkfgj I love him. He's just amazingly sexy. I wish he would whisper sweet british nothings into my ear. ;D

1. Gabe Saporta

This man has such an amazing voice. I looove listening to Cobra's songs on repeat forever. Unfortunately, he was sick at my Warped date so I didn't get to meet him. But there's always the fall. And I got to talk to him on the phone a few times. (: He's so hilarious and random, I love it. And I go crazy about the fact that he's Latino. Latino's represent! <3 I love watching them perform and seeing him dance. It's just amazing! Haha, no joke. I love how he stays late after shows and just talks to his fans. That's so nice and dedicated. I hope he, nor the rest of the Cobras, ever change and love their fans forever and ever. I could go on and on about him, but I won't. For your sake. (: I just love him.

Depressing

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Sat, 26 Jul 2008 06:17:07 GMT

So today I just found out that one of my sister's friends is pregnant.
She's only freaking thirteen. And guess how old the boy who got her pregnant is. He's only twelve! Wtf is wrong with the world now?
Ten bucks says he didn't even really know what sex was. "Oh, I think I'll just put this in you and we'll see what happens." He's in middle school, for fck's sake! It's ridiculous. They're both stupid and ignorant and made bad decisions.
The funny thing is that it can't be said as an accident by the heat of passion or love because they don't even know what love is. It's stupid.
And he should take responsibility since he got her pregnant. But he's probably not going to. I don't care how old he is- he should get a job and support his new child. Even though he's only in seventh grade. If he doesn't, that makes him a dirtbag with no brain. Not just stupid and ignorant.

Cheese and rice, the world is so effed up.

mission, kids

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Thu, 17 Jul 2008 17:48:50 GMT

THE CAB is on tour now (:

Girls and Boys..

karenlovessuperman_yo@hotmail.com — Wed, 09 Jul 2008 16:40:46 GMT

You know what I've noticed?
Girls instantly become clingy with other boys when they get screwed over by boys. There's this girl I know...she was in a relationship for two years with a boy. They started dating when he was a senior and she was a freshman and they ended it like this past year when she was a sophomore and he was graduated because I guess he cheated on her and stuff. Well, now she just throws herself at every boy that comes her way and says things like "I've met a good guy now... I just hope I don't get effed over."
Two days later she's upset saying that all boys are ass-holes and they're the same and blah blah blah.

I don't think that's true about boys. I just think you have to find the right boys and not throw yourself at them at first. You have to get to know them and not rush anything.
That's my opinion anyways.

But hey, it's worked for me.